I am way too horny for the amount of sex I'm not having. *sigh*

i didn't mean to fall in love with you

fuck

i fucked up and this is going to end badly

We are moving tomorrow. I have been so stressed out about it, even though I can see we are more organized than the last two moves. It's not a LOT left, I am just freaking out a bit.

Therapy session #2 was this morning. I feel like shit now - was way more anxious today and my stomach is in knots. I finally feel like I can breath properly again, so I guess that's some improvement.

So far I don't see any point to this but I'm sticking it out for a little bit, with the hopes that eventually it'll help.

I have an appointment with a therapist tomorrow. I am so anxious that it will go badly... :(

We are having the best time in Niagara Falls. We played dinosaur mini golf, went to Build a Bear (I made a red panda!!), went to the Hershey store, had some awesome food & drink, figured out the exact location of our wedding ceremony, had a nap, wandered some other shops etc.

Our hotel room is fucking glorious, the king bed is amazing and we don't ( Read more... )

Packing for Niagara Falls - we're getting married on Sunday!

We leave tomorrow morning... I am alternately excited & stressed (which makes me snappy).

I am a tiny bit nervous about how people will react to me being dressed like a boy (pretty much no one knows I'm trans* yet), but also excited because I look fucking awesome in my outfit.

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There's no fucking words for how I feel lately

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Hallmark is missing out in the market for "coming out transgender" cards.

*sigh* Why does it have to be so difficult?